watched yu le bai fen bai ytd.
watched nearly the whole day.
shiok.
I love SHOW LUO! :D
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
it's your problem if u don't like him. :P
tuitioned from 12pm to 1.30pm.
A maths is difficult.
chalet tmr.
still got dance ):
holidays going to be over soon.
oh god. what have i been doing over the holidays??
hmm, i also dunno lol.
hwk haven't do.
so sian.
homework ruins my mood!
christmas quite boring.
staying at home and rot.
but, this year's christmas quite a lot of ppl sms me! :D
even pri sch frenz.
last year, the new year hor... not many ppl smsed me.
i love reading letters.
I can smile all the way while I'm reading the letters.
aiyo later still have to go buy take away food.
SIANZ
my bro lazy, confirm don't want go buy.
so, in the end i go buy ):
now stomach weird weird de, aiya i wan go toilet liao.
bye bye

全部都是一场梦
恶梦！
为什么人类要这么自私？
为什么这个世界如此现实，太可怕了。

went for E math tuition ytd, from 3pm to 4.30pm.
haiz i hate tuition on saturdays, somemore it's from 3 to 4.30...
middle of the afternoon.
i can't go out on saturdays anymore. ):
had my A math tuition from 12pm to 1.30pm tdy.
i was 5min late.
tmr got cca D:
wah hate it sia.
i have a feeling that next year gonna be a tough year for me.
higher mother tongue, syf, triple sci.
i browsed through the bio textbook this morning,
and i totally wanna faint okay.
i don't understand the genetic and DNA thing,
i dun even know what the drawings are.
i don't understand.
omg. omg. omg.
i hope next year de teachers are nice.
i don't want crazy teachers anymore.
now december alrdy, so fast.
then a few more weeks, it'll be closer to sch reopens.
uh, i just hate it la.
tmr got volleyball, woo~
long time didn't play le.
sometimes, i just can't stop thinking abt random stuff that ruins my mood.
i die die don't want sch reopens leh.
but i had no choice ):
saw the class chalet note tagged by jian xing.
wecko, frisbee, dance minic dance...
wah copied from dance camp lor.
i'm not in a gd mood now, coz it's afternoon.
i don't like afternoons.
i like evenings. (:
this is the 334th post.
wow, this blog so long liao.
although so few ppl visit my blog, but nevermind.
i like it this way. (:
ok, nth to post le, go watch entertainment 100 now.
i need some laughter right now.
bye~

haiz, u think i like to whine all day right?
yes, i bet so.
so sorry that i'm complaining abt my family again...
i really feel like dying living with my family.
i hate my dad, my mum and my brother.
i really dunno what to say anymore.
i dunno what to say about them anymore.
i hate them, because i always thought that they're wonderful,
yet they keep smashing the wonderful family image in my mind.
why why why????!
my mum said i'm very selfish, my mum said i'm very dirty,
my mum said i'm very detestable, my mum said i'm very useless,
my mum said i'm stupid, my mum said i only know how to spend money,
my mum said i everyday didn't do anything, only know how to use the comp,
my mum said i'm very rude, my mum said i'm very lazy,
my mum said i'm very annoying, my mum said i'm very stingy,
my mum said i'm very fat, my mum said i'm becoming worse,
my dad said i like to look for trouble, my dad said i very jian,
my dad said i very ai mu xu rong, my dad said i'm careless.
my brother said i'm very ah lian, my brother said i have no manners,
my brother said i'm very stupid, my brother scolds me the f word,
my brother hates my friends, my brother said i'm very useless,
my brother said i'm a loser.
my whole family despise me.
yes, they look down on me.
and all these are driving me crazy.
someday u might find me in the mental hospital.
i dreaded another new day.
i always dreaded a TOMORROW.
why must my family hurt me like this?
why must they say hurtful things everytime?!
everything is going against me!
and how i hate it...
fyi, blogger went against me just now.
the part until "why must my family hurt me lile this",
was saved as draft,
the other long long half part, was not saved.
because sth's wrong with the internet connection i think.
so in the end, the post which i spent a long time typing to vent my anger were GONE.
I HATE EVERYTHING.
i hate tmr, because tmr got dance,
and what i hate most there is the people.
they sucks.
maybe i should just stop trying.
i'm a loser.

my mum disgusts me...
all she do is side with my brother.
YUCKS!!!!
she wants me to share the packet of cheese which i bought for myself
with my bro.
just because my bro wanna eat.
but when has my brother share his things with me?!!!!!
so unfair!!!!
i hate all of them
she dunno how hard i save money, yet all she do is nag at me.
without knowing anything, she said i used her money to buy
birthday presents for frenz!
wth.
can she stfu?!
stop accusing me la!
i feel like a criminal in this hse.
how i hate them!
they always give me a lot of pressure...
i'm going crazy!
zi ji ren zi ji ren...
she knows how to say it, but she dun even noe abt the meaning of the word.
i can't feel her treating me like zi ji ren lor.
i hate her favourism.
i rmb one rainy day during my pri sch,
i offered to take the umbrella for her.
and she said i was trying to play with the umbrella.
i felt so hurt that time...
she's hurting me everyday, my tears just keep rolling down my cheeks.
all she care abt is my bro, her money.
and i'm not her concern at all.
i hate her concern as well.
coz i dunno when she will treat me coldly again.
i felt so stupid, so worthless, so left out in this family.
my mum even go check my drawers for things that i buy!
how rude.
unreasonable woman.
DISGUSTING.
don't even noe how to respect ppl's privacy.
i just hate my whole family.
it's like there's nth of me that pleases them.
i can always feel it.
i have feelings too!
they treat me like i'm invisible,
they treat me like i'm such a spoilt brat,
they dun even want to talk to me!
i hate them.
i can't resist the urge to burst into tears.
the tears sometimes are too heavy that they roll down my cheeks uncontrollably.
i'm really tired of the crap my family give me EVERY SINGLE DAY.
although i have my own room,
but i dun even have a little privacy.
for ppl who are sharing a room with siblings,
they don't understand the loneliness of sleeping alone.
it's like u want someone to sleep beside u, but there's no one there.
the room's dark, u can only interact with the dark surrounding...
everyday's the same. meaningless for me.
how i hate it.
i hate myself too.
i start to detest everything.
i don't like it like this too.
i don't know how to communicate with them anymore.
they SUCKS.
give me a break pls.