my mum disgusts me...
all she do is side with my brother.
YUCKS!!!!
she wants me to share the packet of cheese which i bought for myself
with my bro.
just because my bro wanna eat.
but when has my brother share his things with me?!!!!!
so unfair!!!!
i hate all of them
she dunno how hard i save money, yet all she do is nag at me.
without knowing anything, she said i used her money to buy
birthday presents for frenz!
wth.
can she stfu?!
stop accusing me la!
i feel like a criminal in this hse.
how i hate them!
they always give me a lot of pressure...
i'm going crazy!
zi ji ren zi ji ren...
she knows how to say it, but she dun even noe abt the meaning of the word.
i can't feel her treating me like zi ji ren lor.
i hate her favourism.
i rmb one rainy day during my pri sch,
i offered to take the umbrella for her.
and she said i was trying to play with the umbrella.
i felt so hurt that time...
she's hurting me everyday, my tears just keep rolling down my cheeks.
all she care abt is my bro, her money.
and i'm not her concern at all.
i hate her concern as well.
coz i dunno when she will treat me coldly again.
i felt so stupid, so worthless, so left out in this family.
my mum even go check my drawers for things that i buy!
how rude.
unreasonable woman.
DISGUSTING.
don't even noe how to respect ppl's privacy.
i just hate my whole family.
it's like there's nth of me that pleases them.
i can always feel it.
i have feelings too!
they treat me like i'm invisible,
they treat me like i'm such a spoilt brat,
they dun even want to talk to me!
i hate them.
i can't resist the urge to burst into tears.
the tears sometimes are too heavy that they roll down my cheeks uncontrollably.
i'm really tired of the crap my family give me EVERY SINGLE DAY.
although i have my own room,
but i dun even have a little privacy.
for ppl who are sharing a room with siblings,
they don't understand the loneliness of sleeping alone.
it's like u want someone to sleep beside u, but there's no one there.
the room's dark, u can only interact with the dark surrounding...
everyday's the same. meaningless for me.
how i hate it.
i hate myself too.
i start to detest everything.
i don't like it like this too.
i don't know how to communicate with them anymore.
they SUCKS.
give me a break pls.