haiz, u think i like to whine all day right?
yes, i bet so.
so sorry that i'm complaining abt my family again...
i really feel like dying living with my family.
i hate my dad, my mum and my brother.
i really dunno what to say anymore.
i dunno what to say about them anymore.
i hate them, because i always thought that they're wonderful,
yet they keep smashing the wonderful family image in my mind.
why why why????!
my mum said i'm very selfish, my mum said i'm very dirty,
my mum said i'm very detestable, my mum said i'm very useless,
my mum said i'm stupid, my mum said i only know how to spend money,
my mum said i everyday didn't do anything, only know how to use the comp,
my mum said i'm very rude, my mum said i'm very lazy,
my mum said i'm very annoying, my mum said i'm very stingy,
my mum said i'm very fat, my mum said i'm becoming worse,
my dad said i like to look for trouble, my dad said i very jian,
my dad said i very ai mu xu rong, my dad said i'm careless.
my brother said i'm very ah lian, my brother said i have no manners,
my brother said i'm very stupid, my brother scolds me the f word,
my brother hates my friends, my brother said i'm very useless,
my brother said i'm a loser.
my whole family despise me.
yes, they look down on me.
and all these are driving me crazy.
someday u might find me in the mental hospital.
i dreaded another new day.
i always dreaded a TOMORROW.
why must my family hurt me like this?
why must they say hurtful things everytime?!
everything is going against me!
and how i hate it...
fyi, blogger went against me just now.
the part until "why must my family hurt me lile this",
was saved as draft,
the other long long half part, was not saved.
because sth's wrong with the internet connection i think.
so in the end, the post which i spent a long time typing to vent my anger were GONE.
I HATE EVERYTHING.
i hate tmr, because tmr got dance,
and what i hate most there is the people.
they sucks.
maybe i should just stop trying.
i'm a loser.