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yes, i'm going to complain abt my family problems.
typical fourteen yr old girl complaining abt my damn family.
FML!
i had enough!
i'm in a really bad mood now, let me let out my anger, can?!
my whole family go against me.
EVERYTHING.
i HATE them.
family... wat's tat word? i dunno.
they find me useless, they think of me like a piece of shit.
i'm always nothing in their eyes.
i'm the useless one.
yes, i'm really the useless one.
it hurts to say i'm useless to myself.
yes, i'm very useless.
i keep thinking everyday...
why can't they treat me like how they treat my bro?
am i that detestable to them?
it's not that i want to be scolded by them everything.
maybe, just maybe, i just want their attention...
i just want someone to love me.
it's a torture to think to myself that i'm unwanted.
i'm a bad girl, a bad student to them.
that's what my family do to me...
hurt me more than anyone.
i don't know how much longer i can take all these crap.
i'm left with nothing.
I know i hate to stay at home coz there's nobody to love me when i'm at home.
i applied nail polish, and i got scolded by my mum.
i bought clothes, my mum get pissed, and give me attitude.
i hate this kind of life.
i have freedom too.
who say a fourteen year old girl can't apply nail polish?
who say a fourteen year old girl can't enjoy herself outside?
there's something wrong with the brains of my family.
they sucks.
i hate to face them.
leave me alone.
i'm a sore to their eyes.
i knew it.
i realised that no matter how hard i tried,
i can't change anything.
they just can't see my good side.
they just can't see the real me.
all they see are my flaws.
it's a total torture for me to stay at home.
what's the point?